I hate the voice I hear in my head
I hate that I can't escape the voice, can't escape your voice
Even now that you are gone, your voice still follows me everywhere
Your arms are too big, you said
Why isn't your breast firmer ?
Your tummy needs to be flatter
Do something about your pimples
You are horrifying to look at
Your smile is awkward
So now I hate mirrors
I hate the reflection I see in them
I hate the face and body I can't escape
But even more, I hate the power your words have over me
I hate the noise you put in my head
Maybe someday I'll will learn to quiet the voice
Maybe I'll learn to love me again
Maybe, just maybe, I'll learn to accept the love of the one who truly cares
©Hazel❄️
#sad
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