LOST FLAMES

I'm trying to make sense of the darkness,

Which I reside in,

Nothing.

I don't feel the pain.

I can't place thoughts together on a paper like I use to,

I can't hold the flames that brought down those demons,

I can't even hold temper for five seconds,

My past can't even help.

The whole thing is gone,

I tend to fix things,

But cant fix me.

They said I'm not the problem.

That could be true,

They are.

If I never understood their pain,

Mine would still be here.

Maybe I should've let them be,

For my demons weren't much,

But they were enough,

Enough for me to believe they exist.

I brought then down with the flames was i birthed with,

Now they are gone,

Like the wind,

You can feel they were once here.

Have you ever heard of a dragon who lost his flame?

I believe that's me.

#musing

#Life