They said babies were fun,
"A woman's greatest joy is to get pregnant for her husband, they said".
The wholeness it brings,
The excess love from her husband,
The fulfilment of her parents wish
I don't understand how or why.
I'm all weak, sick, and puking.
"lets go do a scan",
We get there and they tell him,
"Congrats sir, your wife and foetuses are fine"
Excuse me?
Foe..what?
No this I must be dreaming,
"You'll be fine, it's normal, be happy"
I'm so scared, two!! Two!!!,
Not even one,
I don't still understand,
I turn to stare at his face, and he has the most devilish smirk and bursts out laughing at my panic.
One day, I'm a young girl.
The next, I'm in this very big shapeless top, that I don't like, because it's; unfortunately the only thing that could fit me.
One day, my boobs are just the right size,
Next they are so full and sore, I'm not interested!
One day; I'm all sexy,
Next, I'm BLOATED!
One day, I'm a virgin,
Next, somebody's son is making __too__ much love to me and can't keep his hands off me, all day and night as long as he is around.
Now look where I am
I don't understand how i got here.
Tummy grew larger and larger.
finally the 9th month was here,
it wasn't all bad a ride,
I was happy.
Making dinner,
I feel a force,
Ah!! My tummy,
I feel liquid flow down my legs,
I'm all wet,
my gown soaked,
did i pee on myself?
Another force!
Ouch! Ouch!!
I grip my lower abdomen,
Is this the time?
"O Jesus they didn't tell me I would feel this way"
Multiple drawing electric shocks; Argh!!
I needed to call my husband,
I reach for my phone, Just across the sink
Another shock! I fell.
I gripped the rim of the porcelain sink, and tried to steady myself, my hands were weak, there was water flowing from me,
"couldn't i hold my pee!"? I cried.
Christ!
My legs felt weak,
if this was what labour felt like, I wasn't interested,
hot tears flowed from my eyes,
Hot liquid still flowed from me,
_
I'm not having sex again
I whimpered; no,
Okay maybe;
But
just one more,
one. Last. Time!...
Either he keeps his hands of me or he carries the pregnancy,
I can't.
Phone dailing
©DIDDIE☕
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