#Happiness.
Barney.
Hired a clown to my self personally,
His jokes and stunts were amazing really,
But they weren't reaching a vacuum I had inside me,
So I invited the whole circus eventually...
..but still,
I'm sitting front seat in the world's funniest show,
And listening to their live jokes,
But I'm there sitting like a ghost,
I can't find the happiness I sought.
Trust me, I've searched the whole world.
So I took my therapist advise...
Brought every funny soul to my side,
Still, with all the money I spent, happiness seems to be something I still can't buy.
Word God :
Happiness is like a thousand light years away,
I still can’t fathom how to scale the gap to capture my sanity.
I’ve been broken by life and its devices,
Brushing up my clown costume to perform again,
Pasted a smile on my face and people applauded,
All the while I was dying inside.
Broken by forces I couldn’t see,
An unknown depths deep within me.
Barney :
Now what else do in do to escape sadness?
I've gone for wine, parties, girls,
Friends!
What else?
Still I can't find happiness.
Even when I'm drunk, people say that they still see me in tears.
I've run out of ideas,
I'm exhausted.
It seems that there are some not destined for happiness till the day of their death.
I think I'm one of them..
This right here is me being honest..
I have tried my best...
I still can't find happiness
Word God :
Happiness is a mirage,
That only existed when we were too young to remember,
A mirage we try to hold on to,
Like holding on to the waves of the sea.
It’s fleeting and when you get ahold of it,
It leaves you wanting for more.
I thought money was happiness,
So I made it.
I thought friends were happiness,
So I made more.
But in the end I wasn’t happy,
Not even in the slightest.
Am I to keep searching,
Or just wait for it to come to me?
Is this my lot in life?
I hope one day I’ll have the answers.
I hope.
#Word_God
#Barney
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