Memories haunt me as I write today,
Because you’re so far from me,
And you aren’t mine anymore.
Tell me, if we hadn’t said goodbye,
Would these tears still pour down my face?
Would every love song I hear make me hurt a thousand times more?
Would forever be my worst word,
Or would it hold promises for us?.
These days I wonder how you are,
If you still hurt as much as I do,
Or if someone is loving you so well and I have become a faded memory.
Does she sing you to sleep?
Does she tell you it’s okay to cry and stroke your hair when you do?.
Does she make you laugh so loud you draw attention to yourself?.
I know it is selfish to say this,
But I hope your heart still beats and aches for me,
Like it did when you were mine.
Most days I think I have figured it out,
How to move on from you,
How to think about you with a smile on my face.
But it seems like I only take two steps backwards,
And the hurt is still as fresh as it was the day we said goodbye.
Pikachu