Stop being so judgemental,
I have anxiety disorders,
They say I am mentally unstable,
Maybe I am,
Don't ask me how or why,
Because you won't understand, even if i try explaining.
Stop pointing your fingers at me,
I'm allergic to a lot to things,
I know.
I didn't choose to be this way,
I never did,
But life happened.
My skin itches anytime I'm around a crowd.
I hate walking alone, because their eyes swallow me up.
Darkness is my only solace,
Because in there, I converse with beings that understand me.
It isn't my fault.
They are better than you.
Why, answer me Why!
Why do you act like I repulse you,
Why do you just hate me,
You've never even spoken to me,
Why don't you want to be close to me,
Am I really this pathetic?
I'm no monster!
I am human
Just like you,
And her,
And him,
And them!
I am me!
All I asked was, just a little bit of kindness.
kindness to make me feel secure,
To comfort me,
In my dark days and lonely nights.
To make me sane once again.
Maybe if you were kind enough, I would have reconsidered dangling from this rope.
I'm leaving this note for you.
Tell mummy, if only she had listened to me a little, and stopped nagging, I had a lot to say.
Tell daddy if only he never constantly whipped me, compared me,and made me recite I'm a failure.
Tell uncle, if only he did force his way into me everyday after school since I was 10, and told me not to tell.
Tell _them,_ if only they said hi, and not spat in a bottle, and told me to drink it.
Tell them all, if only,
NAA DROMOR & DIDDIE☕
#kindness
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