Only In My Dreams

Sitting in the driveway,

Listening to all the sad songs that remind me of you.

I don't think I'm okay

I haven't been okay since you left me

There is no combination of words,

That could fix this.

I lit the matches,

I started the fire that burned away at our love.

We danced in an empty hall, to no music.

I liked the way you felt in my arms,

You head rested on my shoulder.

We ran down a hill, laughing,

We were young and free.

I can still see us there,

Every time I close my eyes.

I'm reminded of you,

Drowning in your memory.

It's almost too much to bare.

Every time I open my eyes,

You're gone.

And my heart is breaking all over again.

How do I fix this?

Saying sorry sounds cheap.

—Blackbird