Letters To My Sanity

Hey,
I know this is unexpected,
But I want you to know,
Why I need you.

I'm walking a dark path,
A fusion of dark and evil.
I'm moving farther from the light,
Becoming that which I once feared.
I need you,
Like an anchor to reality.
I'm sorry I called you my weakness,
Now I have no strengths.
Hey,
Would you please come back?

I'm seeing the dark side,
Everything around me is devoid of light.
Rays of sunshine are lost,
In the abyss I created,
When you decided to walk out,
Due to my insensitivity,
My lack of understanding.
Hey,
The other half of me, 
Are you reading this?

I once thought,
I could live without you.
Until depression hit,
The darkness threatening to drag me under.
I sound calm right?
Wrong.
You fucking left me!!
You left me with nothing but the demons,
The fucking demons!!
Please come back so I can rip you to shreds.

I begged you to understand,
To come to me while there was still time.
But you know what you did?
You walked away!
You were my ray of sunshine,
With you there were no dark days.
With you I could touch the sky,
And now..
Now I've gone beyond,
Into limitless space.

Do you regret leaving me?
It doesn't matter anyways.
You still left,
Left with my humanity,
Left with all that made me,
Kind, good, beautiful.
Now I'm darker than dusk,
Darkness more choking than dust.
You left me to my devices,
Hey,

Are you proud of me now?

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